Welcoming Oktober

October is the first month that i don't have status, i means i'm not a college student anymore, and even i'm not employee too.. T_T

some people says that "you just to enjoying this moment, because if you have a job, you'll be missing it so much". Okay, i'm trying to enjoy it, but i don't! there so many problem i got. And i just can't controlling my mood to be better. :(

Dear God, please give me your way.. amiin